10 years in a month (10/21/19)
I miss you so much, I wish you were here. I wish I could hear your voice, hug you, tell you everything, sit with you for hours and talk. I want that so badly. How has it been almost 10 years? A fucking decade? God it hurts so so so much. I need you still and it's been so hard not having you. My life would've been different if you were still here, I would've never stay with him, I would've never left with him, You would've talked me down, You always did. I never wanted to disapoint you. But then I wouldn't have the most amazing little girl, She is so much like you. She's a spitfire, She's tough and doesn't let an